I reactivated my Facebook account. And hell broke loose once more. Because I can’t kick the habit. Or because I don’t want to. I wanted to kill myself yesterday evening because I feel like a failure. Because I’m still playing games and spending too much time on the phone. Twitter is my newest addiction. And DeviantArt.

There’s no chance for us
It’s all decided for us
This world has only one
Sweet moment set aside for us
Who wants to live forever?
Who wants to live forever?
Who dares to love forever


I am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me.

David Levithan