Why oh why is my life such a mess it’s tragic but its true I’m bound to you but bring you nothing but chaos & despair – a demon in disguise.

I’m caught in my own spiderweb.

I wish I could live my life backwards starting wise & young instead of wasting away inside my broken brain.
cruel & careless, a black hole.
I’m a failed supernova.

There is a crack, a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in

Leonard Cohen